Let Death Win

As I lay in an unkempt bed
Staring at the ceiling, I hold up my head
Tears roll down my eyes, I don’t know why
No matter how hard I try, couldn’t help but cry

Life was never going to be the same now I know
Sometimes I wish I had somewhere to go
Maybe I could end this all in just one blow
Better than living and dying every moment you know

As I lay at the nadir of my life
I battle an internal strife
The will to live is dying itself now day by day
I don’t know how long will I be able to hold on and stay

Sometimes I think about what happened to my life
Just one fine day, I got up and got the shock of my life
I wonder if I would ever be able to smile now
I guess, its time for me to take my final bow

You have cursed me to live a thousand deaths each living moment
I wish to die for once and for all, and let my corpse ferment
It is not easy to live like a dead man all my life
I wish to end it all and lose to my inner strife

Where is my destination ???

Where is my path, where is my destination
Where is my life taking me, is it salvation
I started off on a happy note
Will I be happy enough when I end and seek redemption?

Life is a journey to enjoy while it lasts
Life is a wet mould drying away in a cast
Life is dynamic, life is chaotic
Life is everything else but never poetic

Life has taken many alive
Life is indeed difficult for those who wish to survive
Mere survival is not the victory we choose
It’s only complete when we ditch death and loosen the noose

We meet many on this exciting journey of ours
Some experience are sweet, most of them are sour
Life is all about learning from mistakes
Its like walking on the edge with no supporting bars

I wish to say best of luck to all those who dare
Its not everyday, that we walk barefoot on flares
I do not know if we will see the light of dawn
In this big game of life we all are nothing but mere pawns

Mein Kampf

Life is a struggle
So many balls moving around to be juggled
It was never simple for anyone at all
Most wont survive to tell stories at all

I too face my struggle, my life
I too had to learn, had to fight
I became numb once
It was when the foes gathered might

I fell like the citadel of Rome
My grave was denied a dome
While I rested in my tomb, my soul returned back
Saying I have to fight wars and have enemies to sack

Suddenly a strange power came into my mortal remains
My heart started beating, blood flew in veins
My Excalibur gained its furious sheen
I was ready, ready for Rome, ready for Aberdeen

And the struggle continued !!!!!me